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This entry is dedicated to one of the coolest people that i ever knew. his name was joffery ore. and he was indestructible. and i just want to let him know that he will be greatly missed and, a burden show will never be the same without him. he was the most outgoing, downtoearth people that i knew, if someone was down joff would be able to make them happy. i have a few good memories of joff, fighting him in the checkers parking lot, him and alex dickson fighting in the checkers parking lot, racing, setting things on fire, moshing to job for a cowboy in the church parking lot, fighting at church, going to the abandoned house, scaring the crap out of people, just doing joffish like things. and he will be greatly missed, but at least we know that he is looking down on us and smiling because he has went home to meet the creator.



JOFF YOU WILL BE GREATLY MISSED, AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY!!!!!!
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    norma jean

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I HATE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone just seems so dramatic lately......maybe it is just me. but, i think that some people just need to get all of the drama out of the way, and without complaining they would not feel like their day was complete. but, whatever. i just had to speak my mind.

bye......
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    in my head

never eat at arbys!!!!

so, i have been eating at arbys everyday pretty much. cause that is where my grandma goes everyday for lunch. well, two days ago, i ate there for dinner. i i got food poisoning from that fricking arbys. so, i am boycotting. because, i was so bad, i was throwing up, i couldn't eat, i couldn't keep water down, the only thing that i could keep down was ginger ale, i had the chills, i was sore all over, to say the least, it sucked. but, after a good night sleep i am feeling much better.
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    curious curious

Hate me today!

BLUE OCTOBER

"Into The Ocean"

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I'm sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
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    blue october> hate me

And I Dreamt of You!!!!

so, i love my life. i love GOD, music, friends, family, life, church, people, work, baseball. all in all i am just in an amazing mood. i am going to raise enough money for the missions trip. and, all by myself i might add. i had no help from my parents. and, i am going to ny for two weeks in a week. so, that will be amazing. i will get to see my cat again, and all my family and friends. but, i could not be happier right now. i am losing weight, and working out. plus, i am getting tan on top of it. so, i am going to have an amazing senior year.
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    underoath>cries of the past

the pain is over for both of us.....i think????

so, jess and i broke up yesterday. and, it sucked. and, it was definitely how i wanted to spend my birthday. but, just like she said, it was mutual. and, it sux. i mean, to go from being so close, to "friends", or, i atleast hope that we will still be friends. it just sux. and, my birthday sucked, to say the least. but, it is over, there is nothing that i can do now.



my birthday party is this friday 2-5 at twin lakes park. be there!









here i am a love torn masacist, with heart carved straight across my chest, letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give. -JamisonParker
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    Mortal Treason> Bride's Last Kiss

it was between livejournal and cujo.......you decide........

so, tomorrow is see you at the pole for all of the normal school around the nation. but, because i do not go to a normal school....we are having see you at the cross because, we have a cross in the middle of our courtyard. yeah sweet i know.

oh, and also because, i do not go to a normal school i have thrusday and friday off because our teachers are away a some conferences in NE.

not much excitement in my life..................for the 40 day challenge i have decided to give up television because, i do not think that i can do it, also because, my mom does not think that i can do it. i just want to prove both of us wrong.

yesterday in chapel burden of a day came and played acoustic worship songs. it was amazing, and i do not think that i have seen that many kids standing up to worship GOD in chapel ever before. unfortunately kendall could not be there. but, there old lead singer was there.

oh, listen to IT DIES TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    it dies today>a romance by the wings of icarus

She does not have the power to run my life!

this morning i woke up to my mom pouring ice cold water on me. that was not pleasant. i have been cleaning pretty much all day. and, i was bored. hopefully, once i get off from here i am going to the mall. i want a band shirt!!!!! let's see......this whole week i have not been able to sleep. a lot of other things too but, whatever.
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    HORSE the band-androidman

This sin't Heathers hand writing!!!!

let's see. so, much to talk about and so little time. i have not been on in so long. but, oh well. i have more important things to do. like school, work, and GOD. but, other than that i really have not had any free time this week. not that it is a bad thing. it is just that i am not used to it.

some highlights of my week: i have one of the easiest schedules that i think you can have for school and, still get credits, i work three nights this week, school is okay so far, i am slowly "weening" myself out of the group that i was hanging with and trying to hang with the TRUE christians, i do not have a bone infection but it is going to take quite a while for my finger to heal.....

some negatives of my week: i have had so much homework and stuff to do for school that i have had like no free time, i can't go to rock the universe because of my finger, i feel as if i was one of the biggest talkers of how we should go back to school and jsut be so bold and steadfast and i feel like i have not been, and a bunch of personal things.

i want to post so mu8ch more but that is just a tid bit of it all.
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    the agony scene>i want it painted black